I want to be large in word, deed, and intention. I love you.
There’s a lot to be said about unfortunate circumstances and longitudinal unfairnesses, maybe even more than one person can put from pen to paper in a lifetime. A few things are certainly true for me:
Every second I’m here is a second I’m in my planning phase.
Distractions, be they bitter clear liquids or brightly colored 22 page soap operas, exist to do exactly what you’d expect a distractions to do. I need to partake less frequently and dive less deeply when I do.
I need to do a hard system sync to make sure that I’m following the blueprint that makes the person I want to be. Flashy bells and whistles are great, but I need function as much as form to achieve my loftiest goals.
Imagining people complexly means knowing the bounds of complexity. I have to know the difference between elation and excitement, fury and frustration, and to know the many faces of love. Over-simplification is like trying to paint a detailed masterpiece with a pool noodle.
I can’t speak much to the content of my future, but I have a game plan. I can see the places ahead I want to designate as checkpoints. They’re filled with macarons and world travel. They reek of unexplored wilderness and alien coastlines. I’m going to make it. I have to make it.
I wanna win
So the whole damn town would know
That bridge is gone, but some recall
That what’s-his-face hearts so-n-so
And so it goes… Cory Branan
No hit wonder
The only you
do u have that one person who you kinda just
im so happy youre alive i dont care that youre miles and miles away i just love you a lot and care for you so much
Someone, somewhere, is looking right at it too. Night Vale (via koreyan)